4.05.2009

gonna be filled with strawberry love.

So, maybe an hour and a half ago, I was frustrated and sad and emotional and just wanted to scream.

An hour and twenty minutes ago, I was feeling butterflies over a phone call.

Twenty minutes after that, I was about to cry. And then it just went away. Instantly.


Honesty is shitty. It's hard and scary and terrifying and nerve-wracking. It takes lots of courage and faith and you have to work at it. But I can't understand why people do things any other way. Like, I suppose I get that not everyone can be straight-forward like that. Even I have a hard time with it, but if you could.... GAH! It's just so.... liberating. Just, wow.


And that's all, for now. Hurrah.

4.04.2009

but i don't want to be with mad people

Today is Saturday, April 4th. We are basically done with Alice in Wonderland and our final show is in a few hours.

This week has been interesting.... long, exhausting, frustrating, stressful.... but interesting.

I think that life is just not supposed to be really easy, and that maybe we're supposed to cry a little bit. I haven't sent in any secrets to PostSecret, but I'm not sure what I would say. I am thankful that I am able to tell some people some of my secrets, because then I don't have to drown in them.

Here's to good friends.